Biggest Challenge

My biggest challenge, presentation in front of audience.

I am already in degree year one semester one but still afraid of speaking in front of many people. Every semester have presentation but every time I also make myself disappointed. I tried my best to overcome it. I asked for the solutions, I learned from the others, I told myself I can do it, but the results are same.



It is not an easy task to overcome. Plus, my English language is not as good as those people so called "banana" but still among the average. The best presentation that I have done is oral presentation. Even though my presentation couldn't reach four minutes but at least I didn't speak with stutter, pronounced every words clearly, just a little bit too fast.

I still have 3 years of degree's life to go. I knew I can't run away from it although I graduated and move forward to social life. So, I decided to face my weakness. I hope I can really found a solution. I want to overcome it, seriously.

Suicide Squad

Nowadays, there is a quite famous movie named "Suicide Squad". First, I'm not interested to watch this movie since I have to rush for my assignments. Then my friend suggested me to watch this movie because the plot of it quite good. I watched it on Facebook and guess what? Poof, I'm addicted to the two characters in this movie which are Joker and Harley Quinn and I draw them out.

This is Joker. The most eyes-catching character in this movie. He is a psychopath. But one thing that makes me confused is, I don't know whether he loves Harley Quinn or just treats her as his toy. Unfortunately, many of his scenes has been deleted.  

This is Harley Quinn. She used to be a psychiatrist. But she fooled by Joker's lies that he abused by his father when he was a child and that's why his life twisted. She was attracted by his story and at last, she became Joker's toy. She fall in love with Joker madly even though he treats her badly. 

Actually I was just like, "Why is she will fooled by this lie easily since she was a psychiatrist? Shouldn't she knows that it was a trick of Joker that wants her to help him escape?" In real life, we shouldn't easy to trust a person without knowing him or her well. Who you trust the most, may be your biggest fault in your life. 

Sleep

I think many of us like to sleep, especially the students. Unfortunately, students like us, like to stay up all night and feel sleepy in the morning classes. Even though we regret what we did, but still repeat the same mistake.



So, is it sleep is really that important for students? I didn't mean that stay up all night is good but for me, 4 to 5 hours sleeping hours already good enough for a student that studies in university. Especially a Graphic Design and Multimedia student like me. Drawing and seeking for ideas are the toughest part for a design student. We need to take time to do it.

I am a design student and I don't know how I survived from foundation until now. I am not an outstanding design student but need to put more efforts and diligent than others to rip what I sow. Luckily, I have no interest in taking Architect course. They seem like live in studio, working like a zombie, no day and night.

In conclusion, different people have their different sleeping hours. As long as we feel super substantial, it just based on a person's attitudes and behaviors. I hope that I am on the right track to achieve my dreams. But I heard one slogan of UTAR before, "Sleep is for the weak!" Haha.

Group Members

I think everyone has group members no matter in primary, secondary school or university. There are a lot of things that have to do with group members together such as assignments, practicals, presentation and etc. So, there must be different type of group members that we met such as the bossy leader, the worker, the fool and the slacker.

 

I have no leadership skills but I force to be because I was chosen by the other group members. Well, I try my best to play my roles. Is that any tradition that leader has to work more and harder than the others? I really wonder why my group members will send their own works automatically to me to correct and combine it. Furthermore, if I didn't remind them what to do and how to do, the private group that we created for discussion is useless.

While the most annoying thing is, one of the group member told me that she was busy with her assignments and couldn't spend more time on the task that I gave her. Seriously, I took the same course with her and why she has no time and expects me have time for it? Now I realized, it is really challenging to become a leader. 

At last, we still manage to done our assignments and presentation successfully. It makes me feel like a, "What a relief!". But one thing that makes me touching is, my group members said thank you in front of me together. Worth it.